Following
the Breath
...it is a great and memorable experience when for the first time (one) succeeds, with
full consciousness, in allowing the natural, living breath to happen and discovers that it
really does come and go, come and go of its own accord. Letting the breath happen without
the participation of the will is therefore the first requirement. One must "let
go." At the second stage the aspirant no longer emphasizes his exhalation but learns
to let himself fall into it. He no longer tries to loosen the stiff pushed-up shoulders
and chest but to loosen himself. He learns that the wrong breathing of the body expresses
a wrong attitude of the self. From his breathing a mans whole attitude to life can
be read. The fear that prevents the "letting-oneself-fall" (with the breath) is
a fundamental lack of trust in life. It generally takes a long time before a beginner,
turning his conscious attention to his breathing, grasps the truth that not he but
"it" breathes, and that he can confidently surrender even his breathing to the
Great Power which keeps him alive without his assistance. This feeling that "it
breathes" not that "I breathe" (and the beginner often imagines far too
soon that he has known it) is one of the greatest, most blissful experiences. At the
second stage of the breathing practice, one must free himself from his "I" as
reference point. The surrender of the I-position experienced in right breathing demands
more courage than is generally supposed.
Hara
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